I finally did it, the blocked the asshole who made life so so challenging for me.

My heart is still in pain, a lot of pain. Maybe it is just incredibly unhealthy as I haven't been feeling anything for a long time, and I finally start to open up and things hurt a lot, and yes my heart is taking a toll. Only I'm not sure if the hurt is from the past, or is present.

This too I shall overcome. I blocked my parents a couple days ago, I couldn't deal with the pain from interacting with them.